Bohemian Paranoid

60是個狂放躁動不安自由放縱的年代。
在我眼裡，這比較像一匹脫韁野馬，因為被管束太久了，在木質的馬廄裡眺望到遠方的青草與藍天，所以開始厭惡乾癟的稻草被堆得老高。
1968年從巴黎學運的開始，或者說夏日美國開始吹起的嬉皮花兒瘋，讓當年的音樂、電影、時尚圈都起了大變化。明明是那麼混亂的運動，音樂卻平和得不得了。
譬如說我最喜歡的Beatles、The Doors、Velvet Underground，每次截稿的時候，我就會開始放I'm so tired、Here, there, and everywhere、Blackbird，或者是The Doors的People are strange；Velvet Underground的sunday morning。
不曉得是不是因為嗑藥，所以聽著音樂的時候，你能感受到他們搖擺著唱歌，搖擺著彈琴，那打鼓的力道不是用盡了力氣來打，而是施力不平衡、又恰到剛好的律動著。
我記得有一次，我聽著here there and everywhere，忍不住就哭了起來，當然，那是在只有我ㄧ個人的時候。我的男友，先生，他正在上海工作，百無聊賴的我，就會把心境投射在歌詞上。我喜歡這首歌，儘管我喜歡John，我相信這是Paul做的歌，很溫柔。如果有人對著我唱這首歌，我猜想我會愛上他。



To lead a better life,
I need my love to be here.

Here, making each day of the year
Changing my life with a wave of her hand
Nobody can deny that there's something there.

There, running my hands through her hair
Both of us thinking how good it can be
Someone is speaking but she doesn't know he's there.

I want her everywhere
and if she's beside me I know I need never care.
But to love her is to need her

Everywhere, knowing that love is to share
each one believing that love never dies
watching her eyes and hoping I'm always there.

I want her everywhere
and if she's beside me I know I need never care.
But to love her is to need her.

Everywhere, knowing that love is to share
each one believing that love never dies
watching her eyes and hoping I'm always there.

I will be there, and everywhere.
Here, there and everywhere.